Miakate

This is not the mia that I know
I think I lost confidence in myself recently
how weird...
it seems there is an invisible wall surrounding me
however hard I run,I just can't get away from that.
sigh...sometimes I can't even trust any decisions that I made
well... believe me
I have tried to divert my focus from the negative side
by learning some software like AutoCAD and 3Dmax
keep myself busy and don't think too much
the funny thing is the more I learn that the more I feel anxious
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hmm...I hope the situation is just temporary
so don't worry lah~ cuz